Sunday, May 27

white coat ceremony.







HEY MA FRIENDS! ..am so happy for you guys :) and the white coat ceremony thinging is all over my news feed yaw. LOL. Congrats y'all ;) all the best and good luck for YEAR TWOOO! 

Ps : I felt JEALOUS i guess ? hmmm. i dont know. just sad that i dont have that kinda ceremony .feel so nice that everyone is so happy with it. and again, im alone. i dont wanna meet new friends anymore. the more i meet, the more i have problems and i dont know who to talk to anymore. SIGH! ..well, too bad huh :( ..anyway congrats again.


chao.
whatsayyou.

Saturday, May 26

Biatch.

Dang ! I really miss these bitches.



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everyone is seperated till we do not have time to meet each other.
SIGH.
time is not fair at all.
fuck  you time :(

Ps : New semester is starting on Monday. meet new friends again ? sigh.

chao.
whatsayyou.

#BuenosNoches

Friday, May 18

err , bored? pfft!

Today is the fourth day of my holiday. damn. im BORED.


so lets talk bout ME :)

hmmmm ...



NAME:  Madeline Koh May Shin a.k.a AWESOME :)
AGE: 21. woots! but i have not been to any of the club yet :( how pathetic. pfft !
BIRTH DATE: February THIRTEEN *one day before valentines* cheh cheh *winks*

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage - err .. plain water ? LOL
2. last phone call - it stated (no number) hmm i guess my secret admirer HEHE :P
3. last text message - mom : Remember to hang clothes :)
4. last song you listened to - Love Laugh and Live by Megan Lee. it calms me down :)
5. last time you cried - when i watched "A Little Thing Called Love"  the most touching thailand movie i've ever seen :(

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice - err ....... HAHAHAHA ! cant recall .maybe no ? LOL.
7. been cheated on twice - TWICE ? you dont say ? MORE than that for heaven sake. pfft!
8. kissed someone & regretted it - err ... BY someone i guess? hahaha! nah.
9. lost someone special - SIGH! yeah my grandma :( .she passed away when i was in ma high skool. may you RIP, ah po. 
 10. been depressed - of course! during STPM. study till like ---> 

11. been drunk and threw up - NOPE. but i wish wei ..


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. ..Turquoise
13. ..Light orange
14. ..and many more laaaaaa.

LAST YEAR (2011), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend - OI !!! zaman ape skarang ni ? of course wei ! if not i'll jadi gila know.
16. Fallen out of love -  NOPE.
17. Laughed until you cried - yea wei .. untill wanna kencing also know. HAHAHAHA !!
18. Met someone who changed you - yup :)
19. Found out who your true friends were - TONS ! :D well , important thing is i believe myself is enough.


20. Found out someone was talking about you - ..Life is too short to worry about what others say or think bout you. So have fun, and give them something to talk a bout ;)

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life - err, half i guess ? haha.
24. Do you have any pets - nah. but i love BULLDOG :)
25. Do you want to change your name - NO WAY! Madeline is Awesome.
26. What did you do for your last birthday - Celebrating ma 21st Birthday with homies and friends :D
27. What time did you wake up today - .. 7 something .. 9 something then 10 something LOL
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - watched HIMYM !! last episodes of season & :(
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - dunno SIGH.
30. Last time you saw your Mother - err.. she's just right beside me in front of the comp doing her work :)


31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - hmmm.. good question! I'll get back to you :)
32. What are you listening to right now - nothing.. watching 3 idiots halfway :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - Why Tom ? why not HIM ? HEE.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - wants to talk to him but no guts :(
35. Most visited webpage - Facebook , twitter and many more ..
37. Nickname - err.. mad, maddy, madeLINE, ..i dunno its better to call me AWESOME ;)
38. Relationship Status - having a crush onnnnnnn dot dot dot :P
39. Zodiac sign - Aquarius
40. He or She- Im a she and he's a He ? LOL.
41. Elementary- Convent skool in Malacca.
42. High School- also Convent skool and Malacca High Skool (form 6) :)
43. College - University i supposed. UTAR.
44. Hair color- sexy black
45. Long or short - what?! hair hand leg penis? Ooopsy! hee.. ask properly!
46. Height - 160cm / 1.6m
47. Do you have a crush on someone? - now ? YES! *smiles*
48. What do you like about yourself? - duh ..evrything !
49. Piercings - nope. plan to :)
50. Tattoos - feels like having it ..looks cool though
51. Righty or lefty - Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery - no.
53. First piercing - nah,.
54. First best friend - MA BROTHER , Vincent Koh
55. First sport you joined - cant recall, err..
56. First vacation - Australia when i was SEVEN! sigh no point. i cant remember what happened ! urgh.
58. First pair of trainers - why this stoopid question ?

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating - yeah. mom baked pizza. mmm mmm :)
60. Drinking - nope.
61. I'm about to - blogging .. like NOW.
62. Listening to - nothing. pausing my 3 idiots movie :)
63. Waiting for - ..him to say Hi to me again *smiles*

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? - ..you MAD ?! I haven't finish my degree yet wei.
65. Get Married? -  ..stop asking silly question. thank you so much. pfft.
66. Career? - ..im taking nursing course :)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes - Lips. when he smiles. hehehe. omg. madeline, please STOP!
68. Hugs or kisses - ..both :)
69. Shorter or taller - ..duh. Taller.
70. Older or Younger - Same age la. haha
71. Romantic or spontaneous - well, it depends :)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms -both but not too much.
73. Sensitive or loud - not too sensitive ?
74. Hook-up or relationship - not yet finish My studies OI.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - NON.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger - you MAD ?!!
77. Drank hard liquor - nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts - nope.
79. Sex on first date - dafuq ?
80. Broke someone's heart - kinda ?
81. Had your own heart broken - yup.
82. Been arrested - nope.
83. Turned someone down- err, yes i guess.
84. Cried when someone died - of course man!
85. Fallen for a friend - yeap :)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself - YES i supposed. LOL
87. Miracles- not really.
88. Love at first sight - err...
89. Heaven - i dont know.
90. Santa Claus - but i love christmas songs ! :)
91. Kiss on the first date - dont you get bored of asking this kinda question ?
92. Angels - -______-

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one gf/bf - of course i have MORE! without them, who ARE my friends then ?
95. Did you sing today - yeah man! alone at home ! fuh ! awesome feeling ! :D
96. Ever cheated by somebody - already asked.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why - loooong stories nyehhh.
98. What wish do you want to come true? - Everything goes well in my life :)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love - kinda. feelings hurt :(
100. Posting this as 100 truths - shud be la. sigh.


PS: Thanks for reading. im just to bored thats why. so, now you know me. hehe.

Ta Ta For Now

its 12:16am already

chao.
whatsayyou.

Buenos Noches ;)

Wednesday, May 9

A Little Thing called Love

i have a friend recommended me to watch this movie. 
its a thailand love story. 
i guess this is the most touching movie i have ever watch. 
i cried after watching it. 
it reminds me of my past. 
i didnt know i'll cry till the end NON STOP. 
well, sigh .. i cant think of what to write.
 im just ...

This is a part from the movie.



PS: SHIT YOU *whoeveraskingmetowatchthisfreakingmovie* Y U NO TELL ME EARLIER ?!

chao.
whatsayyou.


Sunday, April 1

Broga Hill

This camp was tiring I TELL YOU.
Especially climbing up the hill.
BUT
it was worth it ;) hehehehe

The bad part was we have to wake at 4.30am just to hike so that all of us can watch the sun rise
but NO !
yeah no we didn't see the sunrise :(
how sad right ?
sigh.

so i took some pictures with friends
its in their camera la
so just wait for their tagging will do.hehehe

Even around 5am also so many ppl dy.
lao wei
damn BERSEMANGAT siut.
hahahaha

saw the hill behind ? now THAT'S BROGA HILL !

After that we went down .
I tell you, I sweat like hell wei .
Can see the sweat stain on my baju can.
SHY KNOW! dunno where to hide ma face.
on top somemore.

But i relak ar take pics with one of them

see how excited am I ? smile till my face fats come out ..
haha

We went back to outbac camp.
This is the AWESOME  I tell you.
The jumping thing (dunnowhatyoucall), the stacking thing (dunnowhatyoucall)
rock climbing, KAYAK

Thats the view la

Awesome right ?
I shud take more pictures la but tak dapat :(
SIGH!

and many other outdoor activities which we tak sempat to play :(

and I even KAYAK second time.hehehe.
I'm in love with the boat *wink wink*

I wanna go back there again if I have the chance :D

PS : Today, I have the chance to do something BUT i did not do it ! I really really feel regret now :(

HOW NOW ?!!! :(
feel like turning back the time.
sigh.

chao.
whatsayyou.

Tuesday, March 6

Err Numb ?

Mind is blank
The feeling was like I'm having heart attack but ITS NOT
Feels like something is stabbing my heart
Feels HURT
Uncomfortable
but i'm not quite sure whats happening right now ?
ARGH !

fcuk fcuk fcuk 

I .......IDONTKNOW



What I can do is listens to all emo songs and pour out

fcuk you feelings , fcuk you  o0o


chao.
whatsayyou.

Wednesday, February 29

Passing By *beep beep*


Going back to books now ! heee :D

chao.
whatsayyou.

Thursday, December 8

whaddup yaw!

hey yaaaaaaaaaaaw !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

no la , i'm just to stress out till don't know what to do so i drop by here just to say
ADAM LEVINE is hawttt !

 right ? right ?
hehehehehehehehehe !
i like the tattoo too .
soon or later im gonna get a tatoo on my body wei. WAAAAIT !
kbai .



chao.
whatsayyou.

Tuesday, December 6

academic performance?

try reading it below .
i don't even know whether to laugh , cry , afraid or what .


HAHAHAHAHAHA !

i feel scary wei . every single word she needs to jot down . didn't know that my advisor will put it into the system . i showed it to mom and she laughed . haiiiyooo .
need to rape my books now .
kthxbai .



chao.
whatsayyou.